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Together
04:25
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Thrashing of the bones
I can never sleep
I wish that I could pay someone to care for me
Honestly...
Girls of the world leave me room to breathe
When you think about me do it in your sleep
Privately...
Death is in the air
It's hotter than you'd think
I wish that I could pay a friend to buy me drinks
Sad to be alive and when I'm by your side
In my heart and eyes we're connected mind to mind
Together
Visions of your chest
Shadow of the past
Esoteric fragments of a spell I cast
Heavy on wine
The comfort of a bed
Things I find myself drawn to in times of stress
Life subservient to conflict and to death
Final breath
Sad to be alive and when I'm by your side
In my heart and eyes we're connected mind to mind
Together
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Rest
02:10
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Do you need time to rest
Does it take time to heal
Will it help you feel better knowing that I'll stay clear
Do I not know you the best
Am I not always real
Am I your great upsetter
Do I not do what I want
Not all that I want
I stay here
Do I not make your bed
Do I not wake as soon as you wake
Isn't it blood I've bled
Do I not cast out all mistakes
Do I bore you to death
Tell me did I not forget to take
Am I not filled with dread
Do you not see all that I make
Cast spells
Write checks
Would I not lay and press my chest against your chest
Do I not tell you misbehave
How much time have I spent trying to get through to you
Do what she will
I'll let her
Let me try something new
How much love have I lent
Can you repay me soon
Am I the great forgetter
I don't remember you
I don't remember you
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I Need Help
04:03
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What's life
I'm a hollow shell
That cannot talk to you at night
Wish that I had you on tape
I don't remember what it's like
Hard times baby I need help
I don't think my stars align
In bad times I don't think I'll make it out
When you raise your voice you're tearing out my spine
I've got a heart half full but I still I spill
The same way I spill my red wine
But if in a moment you slip
And put your lip upon my lip
I won't sue you
I don't speak aloud I only text
Your friend said that would be alright
I wade through phases I cannot express
You hear me talk in complicated rhyme
And so I just stay here planning my next step
I wait home and pace rooms
This is every night
Is it the way you react
I place my hand upon your back
I'll be real with you
This is a crisis
You choose not to see it
I went away because away's what I needed
This is not treason but sometimes it feels it
Sometimes you lie and you lie for no reason
I'd say you'd stay but can't honestly mean it
I am in pain and I keep it a secret
Hard times baby I need help...
It's not the words that I lack
It's how your eyes look like a cat's
I can't get through to you
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4. |
Just One Thing
03:49
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Dark resurrection
This is me
Trapped inside my own mouth
Taking care of my house
Haven't seen you bare in some time but that's on me
In the darkest of ways I go to sleep
Wrapped in a death bag
Alone in a death bed
With no one to talk to
Still trapped in my own head
All I want from her is just one thing
I know...
I know the two of us have had a hard time speaking when there's something to be said
We know
We know the two of us are in a strange way
In a strange place
How do we make our love grow
I forget
Tell me what you need from me to reconnect
I can't
I can't read a green light
It's so hard to make out when my head isn't on right
I can't hold you but I have to
My life in a cube
Projections of you
I can't tell you that it's alright
In blank conversation
Depresssed on a weeknight
I can't bring myself around you
In shadows and doom
I'm thinking of you
And how I can connect you back to me...
My hand on her shoulder
How can I get through to her
I try to bring it up but I can't speak
And so I'm so afraid to love you
And my heart hurts always
And I want you all the time
Alone...
To think that I'm alone is like my worst fear
I need you right here
How do we make our love grow
I forget
Haven't I laid bare my intentions yet
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Contact
02:55
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I don't get enough sleep
Paranoid being
I heard the rain but I thought I heard keys
I couldn't see if there was cameras on me
I'm afraid to make contact
What's a month when the whole year is bad
Had a bad couple nights but I'm back
Yeah I'm back to the secrets we kept
I kind of like how the cat's in the bag
And I like how she acts like a cat
And I know that it's not what I want
What I want is her love to myself
What I want is for her to react
I'm going back to bed
I'm going back to the water
I feel more pain than I mention
Saw light shine through on the altar
See through
Do more for you than I need to
I feel like you wear a mask when I meet you
Shadows in the yard
What do we do
Another mess last week
Chaos in me
If this is love why is it hard for me to breathe
Don't want no one to have advantage over me
I want you totally
Symbiotic being
Saw you in soft light looking at me
Felt you in past tense leaning on me
I feel a crisis looming over me
I'm afraid to make contact
Because your tone might change
You might forget my name
I'm afraid to make contact
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6. |
Crushed
04:09
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So I walk alone to reclaim what both of us had felt
I'm calling out to all anons to help me help myself
When I'm curious
The signals are a mess when I reach out to
It's sad
I'm wishful in the way that I wish you'd help find my way back
When I wander
I am fearless
I'm still near you
Can you hear this
It's how I can put my hand on your back in our bed and I still feel alone
Sometimes when you're home I don't think that you're really home
Celebration
Am I worth it
I call out to you
With no purpose
I just want you
With no reason
To deserve it
It's constantly bad
I feel constantly judged
I feel you and I feel crushed
And put on the spot
You do and you don't
Your eyes say both yes and no
I thought you'd respond if my entire self was you
I wake up enraged and throw my phone across the room
Stability...
I don't have it
I just struggle with my stresses
And I'm social
Contradicting what is normal
How I'm feeling
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7. |
I Wake Up In Pain
03:35
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In a serious way to start the day
I wake up in unknowing
I wonder what haunts this house
Woe is me
Depression in passionate phrase
The tiger in me is untamed
So hate me but don't go away
I wake up in pain
The connection is tenuous at best
And weighing on my chest
The best times have all come and gone
Tell me where I have gone wrong
Go back to a past life
I had you up all night
You like me right
Help me turn my systems on
Go back to a past life
And heal me with your light
In the way that I hold on to a feeling too long
I hold on to you and in song
I feel you growing tighter
I wonder if you're all but gone
I love you but I notice something wrong
The past is not only a place
I give you your time and your space
So you can have all to my name
I wake up in pain
There's times when I'm cold and I'm afraid
There's times when I can't stay
Help me back from where I've gone
Tell me where I have gone wrong
Go back to a past life
I had you up all night
You like me right
Help me turn my systems on
Go back to a past life
And heal me with your light
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8. |
Does Your Head Stop
03:18
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Does your head stop when you go to bed
I know no one else that works as much as you work
I'd make time for you again
Maybe when you're back in love factor me into your plans
What are they
I won't go there
It's depression
Honestly
There is nothing i can do to not feel heavy
If I looked back I would see
The best parts of you I've been missing lately
It's depression and it takes over totally
I think that I'm a fake in mind and body
If we did talk
When would it be
Right when you get home from work
Before you have to sleep
Conversation needs time to breathe
Heart that won't stop
Let me be
I know no one else that hurts as much as I hurt
In times of stress I panic because I don't want you to leave
I don't know what is real and so I question everything
My heart will not shut up
I say and honestly
I can't love you enough in mind and body
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9. |
Put Me In Graves
03:32
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It's over now
Emotions still erratic but I'm sober now
But if there was a shining road for me to take
I'd call upon a darker path to show itself
Have you ever seen me act in such a state
In times of stress just go and look the other way
I lost another charger up in Soho house
Before the driver took me to another place
And so...
My head isn't straight
I'm in pain
Take me away
And throw me in the midst of lust
And pray the label covers us
It feels like my bed is a hospital bed
The time is now
For me to claw myself away from pain and doubt
And carry on my shoulders what I started when
Pleasing you was all I really was about
Maybe you'd have someone if I left you then
And so I keep in mind you might have gone away
Or taken on another person's blood to drink
I think that the arrangement we both have is great
It's death at whom I stare
I think she's unaware
And so my heart is enlarged and enflamed
Put me in graves
And throw me in the midst of lust
And pray the label covers us
It feels like my bed is a hospital bed
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10. |
Suffer On
05:33
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Sometimes I need in the night
There's a path there
I'm unknowing
What is back there on the other side
All I can do is the same
That's the price I pay
Because I love her all of the time
When I'm giving
When I'm restless
When I'm waiting for her to signal twice
If this is the last time
I'll make it the best time and crystallize time
I'm tethered
Go ahead
Lead me on
Go and put your head on my stomach
And bring me to life
The pact we made is Faustian and not without heavy head
I'll have what I want but not without consequence
Bought
Sold
Tongue is tied
Lead a different life
Take a different road
And settle...
Settle me down girl
I'm not meant for stress of this kind and my head hurts
The lesson here
No one ever fall in love again
I guess that if you've got it lock it up
Is it public
The need in my life
Am I desperate and grieving
Constantly stressed for no reason or meaning
Let me inside
And finally caved on Saturday night
And I think I need to tell my friends about it
How natural it seemed
To be present
In the moment
Not trapped by the past
This will change us
Won't it
And in all honesty
I can honestly say that you'll stand next to me
The mystery is gone
Curtains are gone
Totally
Visibly
Exposed and it seems that I'm outside in darkness
Beyond the trees
I am waiting
Can you see me
How can I tell you where I have been lately
Dimensions away and void of all patience
Bought
Sold
Tongue is tied
Lead a different life
Take a different road
Suffer on
Suffer on
Suffer on...
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