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it's so convincing how you breathe down my neck
i'm back to you like i'm so sure that the ego side is my best
and i'm back to honor that
and you keep riding all on me it's like that
pummel me it's like that
so convinced that i'm dead
body wet
i'm over feeling bad for you like i'm spent
body's like i'm mad at you but still in love with that attitude
it's back to you
i do what i have to do
it's my debt
felt yr mouth on my neck
on yr knees for my set
meet me on the other side...
put me in pain...
it takes from my body
i still miss you baby...
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it's hard to place my hands around it
light the candle, find the passion
take another, passing onward
i know what i like
legs and shoulders
and i wish i had a place in la
but i also want a place with you
there came a time when you were pushing me away
and another when you push me through
i collapse when i think about you
and everything i hid from you you knew
so call me out on that...
change the past around...
eyes closed
so cold
you put me in choke holds...
i cast a sigil and my eyes burn blood
i got scars on me
no
love
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the first time the phone rings to my ear i'm elusive man
california saw me really fuckin faded man
eye to eye in a passion dance
secret boy with my secret plans
talk me down and out my head in a double bed
new releases get delayed by the blogs again
back me up if the touring fails
the sacred text is the album sales
you know i'm so down, never slow down
and i'm so for that, take control of that
i really saw you in that s-class benz
i saw the inside of yr high rise then
a fucking waster in the way that i spend my time
icy feelings come to me in a foreign ride
eye to eye in another time
secrets kept of another kind
i can feel you breathing hard when i'm by yr side
i know the feeling that's been keeping you up at night
i and i is a passionate lie
secret boy in a secret life
i really felt impressed then...
there was something that i missed then...
something about it tells me that you don't even know me
call me like the one
the one you've been ignoring
passing out and then by you something foreign
i was really in seattle with my last band soaring like a real heartbreaker
west coast touring
wrote half an album before i bailed
still collecting from album sales
call me when you want me or if something's really wrong
baby i just couldn't stand when i crashed that car
secret texts when i ran the light
i and i is a passionate lie
secret boy in a secret life...
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and though i'm like you push me away, it's fine...
i'm guaranteed to upgrade out of my apartment
and you hide your past from me it's fine
it's not like i'm surprised by the way you still keep to yourself
still i drop back on yr heart cuz i'm yr man
but i'm glowing up...
like 180 baby
will you still call me when i'm in mercedes baby?
would you like that?
i think you would like that
how could you not like that...
it passes away...
the way i saw the club lights fade
settle hard for me baby
i want you in the heaven of the now...
it's hard to even breathe when yr around
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17 in pain
25 in love
baby i was so connected but i never had enough
i was not collecting i was flexin all my stuff
it was there i did it all under the guise of boomin up
you don't put me in pain
i do it on my own
i saw evas x gods x centerfolds now i see me alone
girl laden apartment like a vision never known
call me like as soon as you get home...
i'm doing fucking nothing i'm just waiting for the check
and it's all about the money so i'm waiting for the sex
still i keep collecting bands and pretend i'm in the rave
i don't think about it often but there's money being made
back up on yr bed
do you see i'm always here
there's snipers to the west of us so do it bite my ear
now it's like i'm blood...
now it's like yr gone...
i thought i would call you over
that was wrong
i'm not gonna do it...
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like mass text, it gets passed around
what do you call that?
my body cashed out
you say it's on me, no it's not on me
you should've had that
you should've called me
believe it when i say...
there's snipers to the west side
i saw you like a model...
but actually a real one
that was in seattle...
i'd end myself to know you...
i keep pressing on though
the point is yr a charmer...
i talk to you in past tense
is that what you want
yeah
back to the way that you put me in pain
when you say it's not enough
come here baby
in the last two years it was everything i gave you...
i want yr legs wrapped around me tightly and now
my girl is cool like the baddest around
and i will wait wait wait by my phone for you now
calling late
call in passionate sound...
i said i was right though i saw you act elusive in sin
feel me once by yr legs and within
i wait for you to say
i need you more than once
and yr calling me back
it's a question of enough
i say it's adding up...
me is who i love.
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boulevard apartment
that was in 2007 when i drove you back from philly then
you were with me there in secret
i was marking out for that feeling
like i know it's real cuz i feel it
and i hate to make you feel morally in debt
i wish you were on my arm
want you tattooed on my neck
i hate to make you feel more than depressed...
baby i'm correcting this miss
because this summer i've had enough
i took too much...
and i didn't see you enough...
(and i didn't eat enough...)
crashed my car on keyser like i'm tom may
playing twisted metal like i'm kanye...
moving through these attitudes
like we could not be speaking then and still i come right back to you
i hate to make you feel more than incensed
i'm pulling up with the best
see the prices going up
and i start to fade away
final crisis of the heart passing over me again
and i try to call you back but can't remember anything
yr the cd in my car...
yr the phone that never rings...
and i hate to hold on restless feelings...
i crashed my car on keyser like i'm tom may
thank you black kray...
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lights on paper
new vacations come my way
you cut through me like yr pushing me away
call my phone up call my phone up what's up baby
i try to talk to you but don't know what to say
and for my last nights...
i don't want to be alone...
i know i'm so in pain it's so hard not to love me
i know you wish that i'd stay back so we can kick it
but i'm here now...
open up the door for me...
lights on paper
new vacations come my way
call my phone up call my phone up what's up baby
it's the only thing that's on my mind
because my baby's out like working every night...
i've gotta find new sentiments that i can ride
i've gotta find a different way to spend my time
tell me what you see when you see me
expensive
this is love that manifests in yr undressing
is it too out of the question to leave flowers on yr dresser
you keep pushing me away
baby i find that impressive
it's an icy way to stop my breath...
she wants me dead...
don't reply and kill the mentions then...
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what were you thinking last night all night
you were in and still like outside
you were once in pageants, i know
you were in the club lights i know
you were in the past tense so slowed
i was right there with you though
feelings came like heavy then
i want tongue and nothing else...
i want you like bad
come to me in violent ways and can't even react
acting selfish in the back
taking selfies in all black
so you were under club lights so cool
i was right there with you too...
i saw you without pretense years ago
you were in the club like so cold...
with yr legs on my hands
it's cool i'm a fan
i thought about loving once and never again
i thought i was passionate, like i'm passionate man
in shadows i stand
in shadows i'm next to you
what's yr number and plans
in visions i come to you when yr out with yr friends
or out without friends...
and i call but the cell is off and i miss you again
i'm tied to yr hands
i'm tethered to everything...
what were you thinking last night all night...
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fantasize about yr legs and thighs
cut through me with yr knives and eyes
wait for me until the time is right
i see you there
i lose my mind
and sometime's i go through you there
i looked you up on computers there
old pictures
new feelings
new windows up to the ceilings there...
and sometimes i'm mad at you but still in love with that attitude
it's back to you
do you still love me like that?
call me back...
do you remember once when you knew me as the one who was talking all the time?
maybe move to iceland and out of my apartment, that's fine...
wait wait what's that sign
i never really know what's on yr mind...
there never was a feeling that i knew was real...
tell me how you really feel
tell me what's real...
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you know i only like it when the lights' turned out
silhouette lover in my clique right now
turns her back to me like she's over it
we don't need to talk about it baby you can show me it
and we were coolin in my car in the parking lot
i had you forever in a second like it never stopped
you know i've got you like down
solitary ways
i was in a past life
everything safe
i couldn't collect myself
i can't remember what i was saying but i remember how it felt
one time, i'm the one
passionate summer
it's my fault that yr gone silhouette lover
and i want you right now and so bad
i was projecting myself onto you in the back
i was pretending that i'm yr man
baby i'm a fan
don't push me away
take me in again
there's a california goth with my jacket on
02 chick in the background
just pass it around, it's going down
eyes on me with the cameras out
and i'm like tell me why you like me through yr cell phone
tell me why you like it when i lose control
just pass it on my way
and take if you want it
it's cool but it takes from my heart and it breaks it
and i'm upset because i lose everything
i lost my title and my passport, everything
i tried to see you and i flaked on everything
i left my mark on it mistakes on everything
and i keep secrets like you don't even know me
i went through everything for you to control me
and when i left the club i crashed into everything
heart like 17
eyes like passionate
i lose everything
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released February 26, 2016